Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Chronicles in KL

I havent been bloging for sometime choice i'm a hot and cold up and down..on and off...

so just the updates of my life in KL...

ever since I came to many things in my life had change...most of the weekdays i only work then weekends is the time where i go everywhere and just explore...before i stay in Kl i tohugh Kl is still malaysia nothing much to see but is not true as i'm for longer time i began to feel that there is a lot of things yet to be known by me.

I really love Kl ppl's fashion sense...sometimes just walking at the street at KL i seen some of the most stunning fashions around that i never saw b4 in pg...Kl ppl are really daring to dress up wherever they go out...At Bukit Bintang i always saw a lot of Malays that dress up so cool but just to sit in the streets in a big group just to pick up on any `chicks' that passes by...somehow i feel that they are just too

I just started working on my company in Kl for 2 months that day i talk with my clique and ask her that after 3 motnhs they will me and increase my pay or not...then she said got an ex gal clique she work for 6 months and they still havent confirm her..than I was like..WAT?!!! will i get the same? then she said won't cuz at once i enter only they ask me to out for shooting and let me handle some of the important projects...she said last time the ex gal clique never had that b4 and she only handle non important stuff...I feel really blessed that my 2 bosses really trust me and believe that I can produce work at a certain standard. so now i'm waiting for them to increase my pay if hard to continue working there anymore due to the expenses in Kl is so high...

I'm currently attending City Harvest Church at KL, was really an awesome church..on my first time i get there i couldn't enter because it was too jamm pack cuz there is speaker from Australia that came call Pat i was kinda dissapointed at the first time i came that i couldn't even i head for back and came back again next morning and i get to go in...and it was awesome!! the church sit aorund like 600 ppl on that morning so after the service receive a call from my friend's friend that bring me out for lunch and from there i get to know more and more ppl...the next 2 following weeks was a meeting with Pastor Kong Hee which is really amazing...WO!!!! mind blowing the word that he preached...i will post up blog on what he shared soon...there are 3 days.. and i came for all...friday night the first night i came at 7.40 it so many ppl are lining up to enter...WOW!!! even ppl line up to go church...HAHAHa is was like 900 ppl that nights...and 200 ppl outside of the church still listening to the preaching through the was amazing and the it happens the same on the next following 2 meetings...then later on it was Pastor Andrew Gray from City Christian Church...during his preaching i write till my hand can't go any faster...all the words that came out are like diamonds that i need take down..and He is really good...FIRE ME UP!!! so i all go on that i spend most of my time with church people...and Church Gala Night is coming up on getting exciting with around i believe is going to be an awesome night...

i'm glad that I make a step to come to Kl if not i will be miss out a whole lot of things and mgiht not be able to meet so many great people that I get to know now cuz I honest believe that every meeting is a I have no regrets coming o Kl is just that in my heart there is a Ghost of penang....I really miss Penang and i'm going bakc this Sat so see all my family and all my friends...WOO!!! although time is sort but is cool...

Friday, June 19, 2009

Revelation of Masturbation

First of all i just want to said that I own no rights to this article and it is not written by or gather by all belongs to Rev. Kong Hee from City Harvest Church, Singapore and I find this article really reveals a lot of understanding of what every man and women has been strungling all along so check out this article is really MIND BLOWING!!!

What’s Up With Masturbation?

The word “masturbation” is thought to have been derived from the Greek word mezea, which means “penises.” It could have also been derived from the Latin words, manus (“hand”) and turbare (“to disturb”). According to the Microsoft Encarta Dictionary, masturbation is to “give yourself or somebody else sexual pleasure by stroking the genitals, usually to orgasm.” Merriam-Webster’s Collegiate Dictionary states that “the stimulation can be performed manually, by other types of bodily contact (short of sexual intercourse), by use of objects or tools, or by some combination of these methods.”

There are archeological records of humans masturbating that go back as far as 6,000 B.C. In the land of Sumer, often known as the “Cradle of Civilization,” the ancient Sumerians believed that masturbation was a technique used to increase a man’s sexual prowess. It was viewed as part of normal activities for daily life, neither to be shunned away from nor considered taboo. The ancient Egyptians viewed masturbation superstitiously while the ancient Greeks were rather casual about it.

At the other end of the spectrum, masturbation was considered illegal in some societies. The 17th century law code of the Puritan colony of New Haven, Connecticut, considered masturbation as a crime punishable by the death penalty. The 18th century philosopher, Immanuel Kant, viewed masturbation as a violation of universal moral law. Until today, the Roman Catholic Church still officially condemns masturbation as a mortal sin.

The American researcher Alfred Kinsey (1894-1956) and others estimated that during the mid-20th century, at least 92% of all males and 70-80% of all females have indulged in masturbation at some point in their lives. European studies show comparable figures to support Kinsey’s research. Kinsey also found that 40% of men and 30% of women in relationships (marriage or dating) masturbate regularly. In his 2005 book, The Sexual Man, Dr. Archibald Hart reveals that 61% of married Christian men masturbate.

The December 10, 2008 issue of The Sun reports that the “Gossard Big M Survey” done a year earlier found that 92% of UK women aged 18-30 masturbate. Two-thirds of women admit to pleasuring themselves three times a week, with women in London finding time for four sessions every seven days. A 2004 study done in Toronto, Canada, found that males begin masturbating as early as 10 years old while some females (6%) may begin before the age of six.

Some of the generally accepted benefits of masturbation include the following: (1) It is a good way of relieving sexual tension that can build up over time, especially for people without partners, or whose partners are not willing or available to have sex. (2) It is a safe sexual alternative for people who wish to avoid pregnancy and the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases. (3) It is necessary when a man must give a semen sample for infertility testing or for sperm donation. (4) It is a standard prescription given by sex therapists to treat sexual dysfunction in an adult, helping a person to experience orgasm (often in women) or to delay orgasm (often in men).

The big question here is: can a Christian masturbate? Is it morally right or wrong? Those who argue against it claim that masturbation is unnatural, and may result in God’s judgment on the body later on in life (in the form of physical ailments). Others claim that it is an irresponsible means to attain sexual satisfaction without the “burden” of commitment. Spiritual giants like C.S. Lewis and John Calvin were both strongly against it.

What about those who are not averse to it? Mark Driscoll, the preaching pastor at the 7,500-member Mars Hill Church in Seattle, Washington, was quoted as having said this in one of his video lectures: “In marriage is it okay for one to masturbate the other? Yes, as long as it promotes oneness between a couple … But if you are someone who masturbates in a nonaddictive, non-lustful, non-pornographic way and you are single, it is not a sin.”

Surprisingly, the conservative evangelical and founder of Focus On The Family, Dr. James Dobson, was reported to have said, “99% of boys do it and the other 1% are lying. If we tell boys it is wrong and that God disapproves, what happens to those who aren’t able to stop? They grow up thinking God hates them or that they are some miserable, shameful, dirty creatures that belong under a rock. Therefore, let them do it.” In his book, Preparing for Adolescence, Dr. Dobson says, “It is my opinion that masturbation is not much of an issue with God.”

What does the Bible say?
The solitary Scripture most opponents of masturbation often quote is Genesis 38:9. It is an account of God judging Onan for spilling his semen onto the ground. Many of the early church saints, like Jerome and Clement of Alexandra, had used this story as an example of why masturbation should be banned. However, a closer, objective study of this passage would show that the context here has nothing to do with masturbation. In the days of the patriarchs, if a man died childless, the custom then was for his brother to take his wife, and the children produced by this second marriage were considered as the children of the first husband, and consequently inherit his possessions and extend his lineage. As such, Onan was supposed to raise up a seed for his deceased brother. Instead of doing that, he took advantage of his sister-in-law, Tamar, for his own sexual gratification, but didn’t want the responsibility to father her a child. God immediately judged Onan for his refusal to raise up an offspring for his brother.

The Bible also talks about “nocturnal emission,” an ejaculation during sleep by a male (Lev. 15:16-17; 22:4; Deut. 23:9-11). Today, we commonly call this a “wet dream,” or a spontaneous orgasm. Whenever they are mentioned in Scripture, it has more to do with Old Testament health and hygiene than what constitutes a sin.

What is my personal opinion regarding masturbation? Theologically, the Scripture is relatively silent about it although its practice stretches back to biblical times. None of the verses above outrightly name masturbation as a sin. As far as I am concerned, the jury is still out. To me, the act of self-stimulation is worrying only if it leads to the following three problems:
Pornography. Pornography has long been condemned and prohibited in the belief that it depraves and corrupts both minors and adults, and that it leads to the commission of sex crimes. Pornography is often used hand-in-hand with masturbation to stimulate the imagination as well as the genitals. In a Kinsey Institute survey, 72% of the respondents said they used porn to masturbate for physical release.In their award-winning bestseller, Porn Trap, sex therapists, Wendy and Larry Maltz, relate the harmful effects pornography has on an individual:

“A relationship with porn can act like an affair. It can take time and energy away from an existing intimate relationship. People who use porn often operate with the same kind of secrecy and deception as someone having a sexual affair. When a porn user is confronted by a partner, there is often denial, lying and attempts to cover up the wrongdoing. Without realizing it, maintaining a “love affair” with porn can become more important than staying connected to someone in real life. Also, if you use porn regularly, the mental images and scenarios of porn can keep playing in your mind during sex, making it hard to feel connected and intimate with the real person in your life.”

Compulsive Masturbation. A compulsive masturbator may self-pleasure an inordinate number of times a day. The world record is reported to be 36 times over a 24-hour period! However, excessive masturbation can lead to neurochemical imbalances in the body and bring about continual fatigue, concentration and memory losses. Masturbation addiction can also lead to other forms of sex addictions such as:
● Multiple sexual partners
● Consistent use of pornography
● Phone or computer sex (cybersex)
● Prostitution, or use of prostitutes
● Exhibitionism
● Voyeurism (watching others) and/or stalking
● Sexual harassment
● Molestation
● Rape

To test if you have a problem with compulsive masturbation or other sex addictions, try the following Self-Assessment Test from Sex Addicts Anonymous:

Resentment in Spouse. When a married partner individually indulges in masturbation, especially when it is done in secrecy, the spouse is no longer the only source of sexual gratification. When one partner feeds his or her sexual appetite with masturbation, leaving the other partner sexually unfulfilled, it could cause feelings of resentment and loss of respect over time. Sexual pleasure involves considering the feelings of your spouse. If one partner is uncomfortable with the fact that the other is masturbating, especially when it is done outside of the couple’s lovemaking, both of you should have a radically honest discussion together. Come to a mutual agreement that both partners are comfortable with and genuinely happy about.

Monday, May 11, 2009


hoho...It's been so so long ever since i updated my blog...cuz has been too lazy to even write about anything...

I'm currently based in Kl for already due to that i had spontaneously gotten a job when i was on a holiday trip to kl and I just though to went for interview for fun and didn't know..I REALLY GOT IT!!! so after that I went on home to Penang to do all my packing...everything was just so sudden couldn't even said goodbye to some of my friends...I was just back there for 4 days and once again i got to rolled down to to Kl cuz my was asked to start i spend all my precious 5 days in Penang with my family and all my friends...I'm glad that i can at least met everyone that is important to me before I leave to downtown south...they were my church member's, college friends, my HENG TAI!! and...couldn't name all...I have to said that is was really heavy for me leave Penang and MY CHURCH!! that i have been rocking for 2 years which is really personal to me and meeting up with all my friends makes it even more heavy to even leave but in the end I still have to go cuz there is not future for Graphic Design in Penang honestly especially fresh grats like me...I have to say that i Really REALLY GONNA MISS PENANG big time!! cuz i have nearly everything that I need some rhyme = Leaving is Heavy but I Know Destiny Awaits me...

So finally the day has come for me to go downtown to Kl already after all the sweet last minutes moments I had in the place where live are made easy = i reach at thursday night and get ready for the first day of work...BOOM!!! the 1st day is here...hmm everything is just normal i finally get to work in an advertising company though is small but is like it because I get to learn loads of things that going straight into In-House Designing...if you know what I mean and there are also art directors to teach me stuff...which once i tohugh i know a lot but actually i don't know anything...hahaha!!! is better than when i use to work in a video production company which is really hard work and low pay...have to carry all the equipments that is damm heavy weight in 10 to 30KGS but I admit that after 1 month of working there...i got some shape on my but screw it cuz is just not what I wanted to do...

Now my lifestyle in Kl is a total spin around from what I use to have in Penang. Now i no longer had late nights sleep at 5am and wake up the other morning is like i'm hung over and feel damm sleep in the morning but feels real active at night!! now in Kl i sleep at 11 or 12pm before i got my WIGGY (wimax broadband) and I have to say that is impossible to happen when i was still in Penang. No more late night supper adn the hardest things is not much friends in everything I do like eating, walkin, taking bus or whatever also i do alone but i ain't spreading my sorrowness here to you all...hahaha..but that is whole new exp for me to life independantly cuz all my life i never really went out of Penang to be based somewhere else...I have to say that God has been doing some tiny tiny miracles in live in Kl...without God is really hard for me to carry on...He provides for me time after time without me even realising sometimes and the best of all is that got a room with a Christian Landlady which i didn't even call her and she suddenly call me and ask if i wanted a room..that is a MIRACLE!!! but i got to share that on the first day i came to Kl near Pudu i was having lunch there is Singaporean Guy(might be imposter) came up to me and my friend who come with me to Kl ask us if we would like to sponsor his people to go down to Singapore and beat UP some people...I mean...hahaha wat does that got to do with me and he keep on asking where are we from and we answer we are PENANG KIA!!! so in the end he said we had no money so he just said nevermind and leave...HHAHAHA maybe this dude really in need of money to get back to singapore and trying to set us up for us to free sponsor him...but in the end is all cool...It was HArdcore just on the first hour in Kl to meet that kinda of Shit...

Wat i have open my eyes to somemore is i got a photo shooting from my company to when to KUMON(some kids education association). I have to admit that I have never in my life so into kids and play with them and show them the love they deserve...they kids there we so so cute and well was the greatest group of kids that I had ever meet and they were like in between age of 6 to that i realised why God says we have to have a child like faith is because kids are just so innocent unless we adult exposed them to the crazy world their young age and they will end up grow being a broke child...Father's love of God is needed to raise a good child with out it a child will surelly grow up broken just like a lot of us...and one thing that really caught my attention is a 10 year old gal...she was so shy back at the photoshooting but after that ..guess what happen..she took out her Hp which is much much better model than mine...hahaha and put on LADY GAGA's just dance and Britbey Spear's Circus...and SHe choreography her own dance to that song!!! I was really amaze man...hohoho kids the age of 10 they know LADY GAGA...when i was 10 i don't even know what is any of the artist that I know now...

so that all for this post i guess the record of the blog that I had written the most...CHEERS!!!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Tagged by Yivon

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
Yup it matters a lot cuz i'm against smoking.

2. How about drinking?
Drink is alright for me...but i ain't into drinking also.

3. Do you like someone you can't have?
Use to have but is the pass now...i'm moving on with the future...

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? Who

hmm sure why not...i dunno who is that.

5. What’s your favourite sport?
Swimming and Dancing and also ROCK N ROLL!!!

6.Its Saturday night, you're home alone, what do you do?
Hmm this haven't happen for like 2 years already cuz i dont' stay at home at Saturday night..but if i were to stay i guess i will be watching some movies, listen to some songs and being bored.

7. Do you like roller coasters?
nope...i never have a ride of roller coaster before in my life.

8. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
I will go with the flow on who God is sending me.

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be? What kind of date?
Horikita Maki...she is cute...anywhere doesn't matter...

10. What are you doing this weekend?
Stay at home my family.

11. What is your favourite restaurant?
Anywhere that serves great american food cuz i like western lifestyle but not to forget with great atmosfere and music.

12. Have you ever hugged someone?

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?

14. Do you like anyone right now?

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Personality and the looks...

16. Which do you prefer, beach or mountains?
Beach cuz i like the lifestyle of beach but mountain is fine too is just that too lazy to hike up..

17. What kind of phone do you have?

18. Computer or laptop?
Both is fine but i prefer computer..

19. Jeans or sweats?
Jeans for sure...

20. Which year has been the best so far?
2008...a lot of happening during this year...

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?

22. What should you be doing right now?
helping my dad on some thing.

23.What is your favourite TV show?
I don't watch TV anymore now.

24. What's been your last purchase?
Nasi Kandar.

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
Nope also.

27. What do you do when you're at home?
Playing guitar, sing, online, watch movies, chat and sleep

28. What is your favourite subject?
Definately is Design.

29. What's the best things happened on you?
I get to know God as my Heavenly Father that is my ultimate source of carrying on my life.

30. 10 persons to tag:





Miss J

Stephanie S




Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Meaningful Quotes Part 2

HELLO people once again i'm gonna blog on some of the most meaningful quotes that gather all over anywhere that i found...hope some of the quotes will mean something to you when u read it..

Life resembles a novel more often than novels resemble life.

Love can touch us one time and last for whole life

Hope is both the earliest and the most indispensable virtue inherent in the state of being alive. If life is to be sustained hope must remain, even where confidence is wounded, trust impaired.

That it will never come again is what makes life so sweet.

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

Love—is anterior to Life—Posterior—to Death—Initial of Creation, andThe Exponent of Earth—

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.

People grow through experience if they meet life honestly and courageously. This is how character is built.

The times that I spend with you, every single minute of it means treasure to me

Love the moment. Flowers grow out of dark moments. Therefore, each moment is vital. It affects the whole. Life is a succession of such moments and to live each, is to succeed.

Life is so constructed that an event does not, cannot, will not, match the expectation.

How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives.

Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.

People living deeply have no fear of death.

Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death.

Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die.

True religion is real living; living with all one's soul, with all one's goodness and righteousness.

Life is rather like a tin of sardines - we're all of us looking for the key.

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.

Life is just a chance to grow a soul.

How far you go in life depends on you being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving and tolerant of the weak and the strong. Because someday in life you will have been all of these

Life is short and we have never too much time for gladdening the hearts of those who are traveling the dark journey with us. Oh be swift to love, make haste to be kind.

Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

My Convo

Finally i get to post up the pics of my Convo that happen last month on the 16th of November...

This convo can be know as the biggest event ever held in my College with more than

100 over graduates...

this is me taking my Diploma....

finally i had graduated after 2 years of

The overview pic of all the graduates....

Some random group pic before taking our cert...

group pic with my lecturer...
Miss Chris

The 8 man standing my class 067...

group pic with fashion chicks....

a pic with my family...

me and jasmine...
me and cheryl...
me and ninja girl...
me and gothic chick Ann...

with lee kee and ian fen....

and with the one and only
Miss Chris
me with my Mexican lecturer that teaches fine art..
Ricky Chavez...
with Miss J's 2 friends

and with my brother in Christ...
Moses Khor but he don't part the red

Me and PeI PeI...
with my emo friend CS but not (Chui Sui) or counter strike...

When Rock and Rap Collabs...
equal RapRock!!!!

with the Mariah Lisa...hahaha...

the last 9 man standing my class acting cool during the night dinner...
random pics...

random pic with Mervin and Ann...

the 2 Emcees during Graduation Exhibition....

the 3 person Me, Myself and I

random group pic..
near whole class pic....

a damm crazy group this one....

me with Rebx...

me and Lee Kee...the back lighting is really nice....

group pic with my dance instructor...

Me and PeI again....
with one of EAA top model dunno her name....

My Rocking brother...

my craziest friend in my class...

with KC Eng...

overall had a good time during the convo cuz there is not more work just sitting down and enjoy the food and the Fashion Show....

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Meaningful Quotes!!!

these are all of the most meaningful quotes that I ever seen so has very deep of check it out...

just because my eyes don't tear,
doesn't mean that my heart doesn't cry
& just because I come off strong,
doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.


Do you know where {heaven} is? [I pointed to him and said softly...] "In his arms"


Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.


Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.


My head is saying "fool, forget him", my heart is saying "don't let go" from Grease


Real love stories never have happy endings. Because real love stories never end


I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you.


Sometimes I wish I could blink and wake up five years from now, other times I wish I could wake up yesterday...


For once in my life, I don't have to try to be happy. When I'm with you, it just happens


I'm afraid to close my eyes
because I might think of you

I'm afraid to open them
because I might see you

I'm afraid to move my lips
because I might speak of you

I'm afraid to listen
cause I might hear your voice

I'm afraid to love but I have no choice

And no matter what I do
I still love you


Why is it that with every quote I read your name pops into my head


Men are like wine - some turn to vinegar, but the best improve with age - from Pope John XXIII


Sometimes people run away, just to see if anyone cares enough to follow


It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen. But it's even harder to give up, especially when it's everything you ever wanted


When you love someone you can tell. But when you are in love with someone, everyone else can tell


He gave her 12 roses, 11 real and one fake, and said "I'll love you until the last rose dies."


Love is when you don't want to go to sleep because reality is better than a dream


Love is like war
easy to start
hard to end
impossible to forget


And when I met him, no other guys seemed to matter anymore...


If you can't get someone out of your head, maybe they're supposed to be there


Every love song makes me cry, because every love song reminds me of you


Love is like playing the piano, first you must learn to play by the rules, then you forget the rules and play from your heart


Sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it, then I look at your smile and I know it is


If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were


Never frown when you're sad, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile


No person is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry


If you love someone don't put their name in a heart, but put it in a circle. A heart can be broken, but a circle goes on forever


Some people say you only fall in love once, but every time I hear your voice I fall in love all over again


I'm jealous of every girl that has ever hugged you, because for one moment, they had my whole world in their arms


The worst way to miss someone is to have them sitting right next to you and know you can never have them


The spaces between you fingers were made so another person's could fill them


One day I caught myself smiling for no reason, then I realized I was thinking of you


Trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew


My heart aches completely, every hour, everyday, and only when I'm with you does the pain go away


In a room full of people, you're always the first one I look for


I don't think you realize how easily you make me smile


Why am I afraid to lose you when you aren't even mine?


A million words would not bring you to me, I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried


I keep telling myself that I don't miss you and I don't love you, hoping someday I'll believe it


He's the kind of boy who makes me look forward to Mondays


I'm the type of person who will burst out laughing in dead silence because of something that happened yesterday


A good friend will bail you out of jail, a best friend will be sitting next to you saying: "Dude, that was freakin' awesome!"


Fat kids are harder to kidnap


Forgiving is not forgetting, it's letting go of the pain


Don't hit kids! No, seriously. They have guns now


Isn't it funny how day-by-day nothing changes, but then when you look back, everything is different.


Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass… It's about learning to dance in the rain


If you're going through hell, keep going


Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why we call it the present.


Imagination is more important than knowledge


In three words I can sum up what I've learned about life: It goes on…


Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil


Be optimistic. All the people you hate are going to eventually die


I want to do my part to make the world a better place, but murder is illegal…


You cry. I cry.
You laugh. I laugh.
You jump off a cliff. I laugh even harder.